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new livejournal.
not sure if i'm keeping it private yet...
doubt i'll write in this one much anymore..
not like i do now anyway.
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[07 May 2007|06:28pm] |
bamboozle 2007-- no way to explain it.
bands i saw:
bayside-- okay.
paramore-- good.
silverstein-- good.
just surrender-- good.
brand new-- so disappointing. i don't want to talk about it.
armor for sleep-- good.
relient k-- good. they covered surf wax america by weezer =]
the early november-- great. t'was their last show ever =/
red jumpsuit-- okay.
amber pacific-- great.
catch 22-- great.
motion city soundtrack-- good, of course.
envy on the coast-- okay.
taking back sunday-- great.
linkin park-- suprisingly not bad.
i missed a lot of bands on saturday because of the events which took place. so upsetting.
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[28 Apr 2007|02:35am] |
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the last time i wrote in here was on christmas eve which was over four months ago. also, when i wrote the entry i was pretty upset and so i believe it's time for a new one which doesn't make me think of certain events. there's not much to say. i'm doing well in school which is awesome. i love my new friends, and i love even more that i'm still close with my old friends. there are only two more weeks of school and i hope that they will be fun despite finals. i'm going to miss all the girls and the boys on my floor. they're seriously some of the greatest people ever. overall, college is good and it's crazy how my freshman year went by so quickly.
i just finished the perks of being a wallflower yesterday. my friend and this girl did a presentation on it in my cswII class and as a result it sparked my interest and i read it rather quickly. it was short and i don't know what to make of it really. i enjoyed it. it was a catcher in the rye for the new generation. it compelled me to think about certain things and it's weird because i'm not really sure what it made me think about. it was just nice to read a book that did make me think about various issues and topics... i don't remember the last time a book has made me do that. currently, i'm reading shopgirl but jared told me the film was horrible so i'm hoping the novel isn't the same. after, i think i may read the fountainhead...christie said she would let me borrow her copy which is very nice of her.
i'm going to try and write in here more often. try to organize my thoughts and such. i think my cswII class is influencing me because of the novels we have read and what we have been discussing. i'm going to start trying to write with a constant flow of thought and everything i want to say i'll write despite how idiotic it sounds or whatever the case may be. stupid? i don't know but we'll see how it goes.
i'm glad i'm single and unattached. i'm glad i didn't get "re-involve" with him again. he got pissed when i wouldn't hook up with him again... he said he didn't want a relationship so i don't know why he was complaining. sometimes guys really have to re-evaluate themselves and just realize how stupid they sound. though of course this goes to girls as well.
i think i am going to stop here because it is 2.50 am and i feel like i just keep rambling on about nonsense. however, it does feel nice to just being able to write whatever i feel like. i think i will start sticking to writing in this livejournal again... maybe i'll make a new one ... a fresh start, if you will. we shall see...
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| christmas eve. |
[24 Dec 2006|07:33pm] |
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it's really upsetting that i have to take tips from elaina on christmas eve.
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[12 Aug 2006|01:44am] |
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i just read lisa's entry and it kind of made me upset. though, i think it was mostly because of the fact i was listening to the truth about heaven by armor for sleep.
anyway, i feel like i have a lot to say, but not at the same time. i feel like i should be pouring my guts out, but i can't bring myself to it. maybe i have nothing to pour out? who knows really? i love my friends, really. everyone of them. i hate how i don't call jenn as much as i use too. i think tomorrow i will call her and catch up.
i miss that girl too much for words. hopefully, i'll get to see her december. the city island show was alright. i wish i saw a moment's worth's whole set.
it's okay, though, because i've seen 'em several times. the first band played only cover songs. they weren't great but they played brand new and taking back sunday.
they played my all time favorite tbs song: great romances of the 20th century =)
it's wierd how so much has changed since i made this journal. it was july 2004 and no one did anything. now after a city island show turns to fall was going to a keg.
it is insane really when you think about it, but that is enough because i hate thinking back on stuff. always gets me upset and think about how i wished it stayed like that for longer.
listening to a moment's worth always makes me happy. pretty much all their songs. they're so good. currently, the jumpoff summer hits me.
frank is right. a moment's worth makes one think about being at shows and with all one's friends around. sounds so fake, but it is true. at first i was like "okay frank" but i get it now. turns out johnny of a moment's worth use to hang out with my sister all the time. random? indeed. i hate for this entry to become like an elaina entry so i guess i'll stop.
i don't know but it doesn't seem like this entry would be complete without it:
"it's pouring hearts out on those steps. about doing things you might regret.
for the sake of someone and why you need that person.
it's time spent dying for a change and i can't go out like this today.
until words in a letter proved you, yourself, knew better.
it's friday nights five days a week: no plans, four cars, one fake id.
and you can't take that from me, no you can't take that from me.
it's why its taken me so long to sit down to write this song.
to let go of someone, to enjoy my summer."
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[03 Jul 2005|01:29am] |
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| everybody says that a guy thats such a gem wont look my way well the laughs on them |
[15 Mar 2005|07:45pm] |
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i can hear the bells - hairspray .. shut up elaina and chris |
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today was a good day. i had school and in history ms. vega talked for a minute about leopold and loeb and thats along story so i wont say why its significant to my life. chemistry i took a quiz i most likely failed but i figure i've gotten in the 70s on all my quizzes so i can afford to fail one. anyways religion was so random and we didnt get much done.. but thats nothing out of the usual. one second we were talking about abortion then it was dirty dancing then back to abortion then birth control then i dont know.. it was crazy though. it really wasnt that crazy but still. after school me and elaina saw owen!! it was great. i think he coulda cared less to see us. coming home today we saw a mister softee truck and we realized its officially spring! i love it. and we saw teddy! good stuff right there. me and elaina went to j's papaya where christie met up with us then we met up with holly. me elaina and holly went to 101 to chyll cause there was nothing to do so we just sat there and talked for alittle . then holly got picked up at my house. for some reason me and holly were talking with an english accent. mine sucked, hollys was pretty good though. now i'm done with my homework and in a pretty good mood . woohoo.
i'm listening to hairspray. i love it. lol its funny. it makes me think of christie.. and elaina.. and someone else but i wont mention his name hahaha. good times of summer '03..christie and elaina .. more elaina cause christie doesnt read this but elaina i dont want no smart comments. lol <3
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| honey this is a cult, just like the moonies and the homeless . |
[06 Dec 2004|06:49pm] |
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today was school yuck! i had art first and i dont think we did anything but art critiques. easy shyt. wait i went to the computer lab when the other half of the class went to guidance. italian. quiz. algebra. same shyt. lunch. back to algebra. gym workshop! omg my body aches so much but i drank a bottle of water so that will help my body from hurting as much. omg but mr. sullivan is soo hot! can i get an AMEN? lol. then back to art . then me and elaina took the bus to her mom where her mom took us home. wow. my day was really boring. idk but i was really hyper in the car. it was wierd. elaina said i was humping the carseat-- but i def wasnt. . . or was i? lol. okay i hate christmas songs as much as the next person but i do not appreciate when the song about MR. Grinch comes on and someone , not naming any names, ELAINA, turns off the radio! come on people its the grinch! lol. i <3 the grinch. "your a mean one, mr. grinch" and thats the only part i know. newhores. so now i'm here bored to death listening to rent. good music. alrite now to tell about my dream last night. hopefully elaina hasnt told everybody! cause it seems like she has. okay , so in my dream last night i was pregnant, my sister was pregnant and so was my mom. but i was pregnant with johns baby hahahaha yes elainas boyfriend john. it was so funny. i was like "i dont remember having sexual intercourse with john..." then annie was in it and i believe she was pregnant too cause she was saying "i wanna name my baby niki" it was the wierdest dream ever. okay its done. for the rest of the week i have dress down. WOO HOO! and today and friday its FREE dress down haha. pretty nifty. and wednesday we have off... and friday is retreat... yay. OMG AND FINALLY WE HAVE FOUND OUT WHAT THE NAME OF THAT NICKOLODEON SHOW WITH THE ALIEN WAS CALLED. thanks to christie who i believe found out from geoff is ALLEN STRANGE. thats crazy stuff. lol i love it. okay bye homies.
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[09 Sep 2004|09:59pm] |
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Friends Only. Comment to be Added.
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| iTs A bDaY!! |
[04 Aug 2004|01:29pm] |
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HAPYY BIRTHDAY FINELLI!!!
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| WhErE's mYy LaDiEs aT . . . ?!? |
[29 Jul 2004|12:24am] |
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1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
"Harbo ast me, How come you stubborn? He don't ast"
~The Color Purple
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| mmmmmm strawberry cheesecake =) |
[27 Jul 2004|11:33pm] |
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holler ! well today i woke up around 1.00 nd i went out w. my father to Rockwells for lunch . it was quite deliicious . then me nd my dad went to stables nd bought myself some new cds so i can burn cds again =) so i'm happy . surprisingly i cleaned my room today nd put my computer on the floor of my room because currently we have no living room / kitchen floor lol . then i went to christies house for awhile then came back then went back with elaina . we did pilates! lol now we have wonderful abs lol yeaah okie . then we took a short jog through the rain . . . it was quite refreshing nd breath-taking lol . now i'm just watching the simpsons and hearing the "wierd" [lol motta] sounding thunder thats coming over our borough of the bronx. i'm eatting jelly beans nd i thought i had strawberry cheese cake nd chocolate but i had popcorn and chocolate ... yuck! lol not too good... lol but strawberry daquari is lol . alritey looks like i'm done here. bye*
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| AnD yOu CaN TeLL evEryBoDy tHiS iS yOuR sOng... |
[26 Jul 2004|09:15pm] |
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hey all whats up?!? yea i just got back from chase w. elaina christie sam nd lisa. now i'm at christies house w. every1 except sam but we're goin to her house later on nd "chyll". we're just waiting for lisa nd christie to get ready. me nd elaina are wearing skirts and sweaters lol [yesss elaina i will wear the skirt to the show saturday! lol] . at chase every1 was eatting my jelly beans then julio took them and said "i got ur candy" nd back in the day he use to steal my goodies haha good times ... then we were all goin down the slide nd we just hung out! it was funn .... newhorez now i'm here just lookn at elaina tryn to put the umbrella in her hair...
i gotta go byeee =)
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| Speechless and Redundant . . . |
[25 Jul 2004|03:25pm] |
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hey its me! well yesterday ExY played in City Island and that had to be their best show to date. everyone loved them nd wanted to play more...some songs they played was: lee harvey asshole, useless, bada bingo, morality check, right hand-o-rama and more!! my favorite is lee harvey asshole =) after me nd holly bought $3 of fortune cookies!!! it was the greatest thing ever lol holly -> good times... well the show was good overall and i hadd lots of fun...
well now i'm at christies house cause i slept over cause my mom kickd me out lol not really just the painters were painting the bedroom floor. last nite we watched pocahontas and jurassic park. rahhhh! lol. alrite i gotta eat . peace*
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